Brown Side Of Autism

  Let’s talk about something people don’t understand. Meltdowns. Not tantrums. Not “bad behavior.” Not attitude. Meltdowns are what happen when my brain gets overloaded and can’t take anymore. And if you’ve never experienced one, it’s hard to explain how intense they really are. What a Meltdown Really Feels Like A meltdown doesn’t start out of nowhere. It builds. It starts with: Too much noise. Too many people. Too many thoughts. Too many expectations. Too much pressure. Everything stacks up. My heart starts racing. My head feels heavy. My body feels tense. My thoughts get tangled. It’s like having 50 tabs open in your brain… and none of them will close. And then—boom. Everything spills out. It’s Not a Choice Here’s what hurts the most: People think I choose to meltdown. They think I’m being dramatic. Disrespectful. Immature. Difficult. But if I could stop it, I would. No one  wants  to feel out of control. No one  wants  to cry, shut down, panic, or feel embarr...

  Some of my favorite movies   That I like to watch  Are mostly Sci-fi movies  That usually involves with computers  Robots or something similar  To the pandemic times  In the modern world  One of the movies that were  Simply similar to this And was one of the best movies  That I’ve watched on Netflix  Was called Warriors of Future  A Military-Based Sci-fi film That was released in 2022 Which was a Chinese movie  But had English translation  It was about when a Meteor  Carrying a destructive plant Strikes the world  And a Suicide Squad Is given hours  To save their post-apocalyptic city  From total collapse  Another of my all time favorite movies  Is Friday played by Chris Tucker & Ice Cube Released in 1995  It was Friday And Craig Jones (Ice Cube) Was fired on his day off  For stealing boxes  Plus the rent was due  And his best friend Smokey (Chris Tucker) had owe...